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I CAN’T EVEN TRY TO FIND MAKEUP ADVICE WITHOUT BEING ACCOSTED BY YOU TRIGGER WARNING MOTHERFUCKERS

edit1: i’m losing my fucking mind here

i just watched every single avengers prequel movie in preparation for seeing The Big Show 

my body is ready

i guess i’ll do this homework now

sure

rant before bedtime

hatewizard:

why “if we stop talking about [x] it will go away” is dumb and you’re dumb for saying it

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There’s a difference here in contexts that I think is absolutely vital, especially in light of those “social justice” idiots dooming us all to a society where the majority dictates what minorities are allowed to think & feel. (If any of you idiots are dumb enough to still be reading this, reminder: smallest minority is the individual, suck it).

When Morgan Freeman (and indeed, yours truly) say “stop talking about it” we don’t mean “stop talking about it altogether”, we mean “stop making such a big fucking deal about it ALL THE FUCKING TIME.” That means stop pretending Hairspray is a good musical just because a fat white girl joins a civil rights march. Stop going ON AND ON AND ON about how EVERY SINGLE LITTLE CRIME *MUST* have *SOMETHING* to do with racism.

Stop saying things on the media like “well, everyone’s a little bit racist.”

I’m not. I’m not racist at all. I do not have an ounce of racism in my contextual framework to such a degree that I literally have difficulty writing believable characters because in none of my works do any of them have an ounce of racism and APPARENTLY people can sense that even in a story without any reference to race whatsoever.

This is the one thing my parents got right. The very first time I consciously heard the word “nigger” my response was not “OH NO” or “UH OH” or “WATCH OUT DON’T LET THE BLAPKS HEAR YOU”. It was “what’s that word mean?”

The end of racism is not brutally enforced equality at the hands of a government but the question of “WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WASTE YOUR TIME?”

And that’s from both ends, by the way. So long as Affirmative Action and similar programs exist, minorities will be legally recognized as inferior to “the majority”. Whether it is true or not. Whether it is true for now or not.

Talk about social justice (not you idiots, the actual term) only when there is an actual, literal, tangible social justice problem.

One more thing: the term “hate crime” is stupid. All assault, all violation of individual rights, all crimes are crimes on their own merit. It is not more acceptable to hurt someone because they’re a nigger, faggot, or an old hag with six billion cats.

hatewizard:

abitchlikethis:

if i unexpectedly die, can the follower who lives closest to me please break into my house and delete everything - pictures, documents, web history - from my computer because honest to god i don’t want to taint the memory of me and i feel like we all have a moral obligation to each other to at least do that it’s probably in the tumblr terms & conditions i mean honestly

true fact I already have this setup with my bff

holley is there anything in your search history you’d be ashamed of?

“guys who like girls who play video games but hate “”“girls who play video games”“”“

“penises that are kind of big but not really i mean maybe you could fit them in a mouth and it’d be just a little big but not like ‘whoa man what the fuck’ big”

“sara aria with no clothes on”

“gordon x chelle”

it’s all kind of obvious

procrastination

Next term, I am finally going to take a Creative Writing course again.

After two terms of (at times narrowly) kicking ass and taking names, and a scholarship, and most people knowing me by my real name…I’ve kind of fucking earned it.

The back-and-forth is getting worse and worse. I’m discovering that a lot of the tools I used to analyze goodness in people are flawed. Better to get false positives than negatives in that regard, at least at this stage of my life.

I think I owe more money to more people than a bad mob lord.

That’s irrelevant. One of my closest friendships has been slowly dissolving over the last year. As I learn more about the way the mind works and philosophical frameworks I have been able to “do the math” to a much greater degree. So it’s getting to be very sad.

Of the lady friends I had in High School, any of whom I would’ve happily invested more time in had they cared about me or my time in the first place:

-One is now in a decent job with a major company, doing work she loves (though she doesn’t always realize it) and is in an incredibly healthy relationship. Perhaps the person with the single worst psychological starting point (I except myself from consideration) and is doing the best.

-One tried to make it work with her babydaddy after coming so close to standing up for herself and not basing her whole framework of self-worth on a man. Eventually it broke off, as did a rebound. She’s finally starting to kickass, working a job she loves and raising her child well. 

-One has canceled a pending engagement to her babydaddy and seems content to keep the kid. No idea as far as career and education. “What a waste.”

-Two have utterly devoted themselves to their religious views, cutting off most ties (I am not as violent in public as I am here) and neither is doing particularly well. One is a “true believer” and has no chance; I have long suspected the other of faking for conspicuous purposes and has a drive to succeed almost as great as mine. 

-Several have become trophy wives of some form or another. There is really nothing more to say about them. I only hope they are happy where they are.

Of the dudely friends:

-One has sabotaged his education but his field might be gracious. He might recover, if he can survive his living arrangement. 

-One has turned into a drunken frat boy. No news of his high school sweetheart. 

-Several more are either having children, or have so sabotaged their mental development they are nothing more than Democrats on the inside; all the while continuing to play up “nice guy” routines and hold that the Universe owes them more.

Perhaps more influential and more important are the various online friends I’ve had, though those relationships are always so strange. One woman is going to be murdered on a long enough timeline, it’s just a question of when. Another is going through a philosophical syntax reset and has utterly abandoned reason. Another still is staring the world in the face and finding far too much of herself in the things she despises. Only a handful are happy. Only one or two are happy on purpose.

I’m just so disappointed in everyone.

This Is Incredibly Silly: endofunctor: nuclearboots: gerbilsquid: Holy shit the tumblr phone app...

Bottom line:

if neither yourself nor a direct relative you had a personal relationship with was not directly affected by a given historical event,

you are not a victim of it. 

More importantly, you are shaming the real victims as well as the entire remainder of the human race by pretending to be. You are literally celebrating the achievements of the people who hurt the cultural group you are waving the flag of so ardently.

If you were born after, oh off the top of my head, 1975, you have probably led a life so full of splendor and luxury that you really have no right to be pissing around insisting that ~Slavery~ has anything to fucking do with you as an individual. Get out, grow up.